American Idols Live!
July 18, 2003 - Hartford Civic Center
Hartford, CT

I am allergic to Clay!! LMAO

Every time he came out, I would sneeze! Then we were leaving and I was all stuffy, and this limo/van thing was behind us, and we think it was Clay, and I started coughing and sneezing and it was SO ODD so we think it was Clay and im allergic to him.

Charlie Grigsby is so freaking cute and I want to marry him. Aww i love him

When Charlie started singing "Jive Talking" and then when Clay sang "To love somebody" I was crying because I missed Josh :( They made it seem like he didn't even exsist! I wanted a video hello from him or something!

And Ruben and Clay sang happy birthday to some girl and I was like OMG MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW and was all excited and pretended it was for me.

Our seats were really close too, I mean, not like front row, but based on my standards, they were like the closest Ive ever been and I took 2 rolls of film and I hope they come out.

And then Rickey sang Josh's part in god bless the usa and i was crying AGAIN lmao I wish Josh was there!!!